Here I am, once again, staring at a blank page, thinking about the things that I can possibly jot down. Here I am, once again, rummaging through the ashes of my life, trying to find the pieces of some remnants of what happened, starring in the vacant ruins of old memories. Here I am, once … Continue reading And I am.
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I can understand
why you feel sad
of the distance between us.
i can understand
how you still feel...
I sit and think
if you could
that are delicate of emotions....
The breakup took its toll on me. A four year live in relationship where you have seen dreams of a future together were shattered. Two things I immediately disposed off from my life that day, sex and alcohol. I knew that day alcohol played a pivotal role in the fight going out of hand and giving it up instantly was very good for my self control.
Now coming to the part about sex,
As every second passes by, I feel I have lived another lesson. In each second the clock ticks, time is teaching me more about myself. Things I never knew I had learnt already. Hidden under the subconscious, there are so many layer’s to myself that I am yet to unravel. So many secrets stashed away.
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